Gosh im just so sick of this, im so sick of tolerating this.
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i cry and i cry.. but shit dosn't change... Tra is just like Tyrence and they are just going to try win they way over by confusing and trying to control me. Im so done with having to call him when he wanna talk, do things when he wanna do. I WOULD NEVER go to the club with out tra i don't care...im only 16 but so what at that point on my birthday that was one of hte most important day of my life and i made sure that tra was there, but now that hes 18 and going to school, he dosn't call me, he don't wanna talk to much that much, he don't spend time with me, and he don't even act like i exsist any more. =[ im so sad. i can't believe how hes treating me now... i know somethings bad is going on behind my back.. but i choose to ignore it when i hear him say that he wasn't on the phone or he lost connection thats why he aint pick up the calls... Somebody out there will love me. =[ somebody. Man fuck it, i hate relationships.. and i hate love and damnit i sholl don't wanna love anybody who wanna make it seem like im crazy for loving them. Its all going wrong... bleH OFICALLY OF 1030 TODAY IM NOT TALKING TO NO ONE TILL SUMMER OVER.