my vibe.

Recently i have had a bad vibe about everything...
Im not feeling the same, its hasn't been the same.
I have offically been going with tra for one week. and its been great. Every time im with him its cool lol. We just chill... its real.
But things are missing, my friends are missing. I have a feeling that there is no such thing as friend ship. I miss mi hermana alot.. today we hugged. <3 and we talked for like 20 secs. Ugh i need a stress reliever, people don't realize what emotional stress i go threw. I may not show it but its there and its killing me. I have to learn how to deal with it, i think im sick, im sick of no good people im sick of judgmental people; every one does it but i think we all should stop. I have had a bad habit of cussing when im uder pressure..... i just can't control my self sometimes. Lord i just ask for a friend......
I have just lost everything...